Thursday, July 17, 2008
maybe, we're really drifting apart.we were often broken up into groups,
often seperated and walk alone.
maybe, its cus of something.
which i believe none of us know what is it.
nobody's pefect.
the ten of us cant possibly be perfect.
each of us have weak points,
some might have attitude.
no matter what,
i really hope that our
1 year & 7 months friendship can last forever and ever.
just like how i mention in my English paper one this year.
maybe,
it was my fault too.
i've been basketballing with friends during recess,
instead of going with you all.
sorry then.
i just couldnt help.
i felt stressed up,
i felt emo.
basketball-ing's th only thing that can help me.
i promised not to touch those penknives again.
i'm trying hard,
if we were to really quarrel and seperated,
i might just take that damn penknife and slash it on my wrist.
i really dont know how to describe my feeling now.
just,
fucked up, stressed up.
and one day,
i might just broke down..
now,
i'm trying superb hard to become a guaikia,
like how i used to be in primary school.
i felt so stressed up,
trying to cope wtih the subjects and etc.
i'm trying to pay full attention for every lesson,
other than maths & physics.
which i can understand nothing for physics,
& a little for maths.
i'm trying to complete all my homeworks,
and hand them in on time.
blahhhhs,
its really damnit hard.
time,
is what i need uhs?
C, am sorry.
pictures, with fading colours.
i just wanted to concentrate more for studies.
plus,
i no longer have the confidence to love,
i've forgotten how to love & whats love.
and,
i dont want to be involved in any relationships now.
as for you,
promise me to be happy bah.
take care,
and promise me that you wouldnt cut.
its not worth it.
我不配.
Labels: i might just broke down someday, like this.
7:38:00 AM
maybe, we're really drifting apart.