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The Depression-ist, ♥

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JOEYY


SINGLELICIOUS.
{ F-ing MoodSwings, F-ing Attitudes, F-ing BadMoods, F-ing Depression. }
i'm dj` sweeetlove ♥
desirable 14
and i have my own attitude. i dont need yours.
mickey & jay's super big fan ♥
22nov , my day .
radinmas pri; queenstown sec
basketballer always.



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❤ GHANS.
❤ BASKETBALL.
❤ RED.
❤ WHITE, BLACK, PURPLE, GREY.
❤ FRIENDS.
❤ MY PHONE(:
❤ MUSIC.
❤ DANCE.

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You to be mine, again. Forever.

+ CHANGE PHONE :DD k660i +
+ change from prepaid to line +
+ train hard for bball +
+ change my attitudes & characters +
+ QUIT VULGARITIES ! +
+ grey, black, purple, hotpink, white, red skinnies +
+ white&lime , black , purple ,[ ex-boyf bought for me oh ] red fbts +
+ white superman, elmo, cookiemonster & black mario tees +
+ grey & RED hoodie cardi , training jacket with hood to be faster ok ! (: +
+ MORE PURPLE, RED & BLACK TOPS & ACCESSORIES♥ +
+ skull, crown & heart belts ♥ +
+ eyeliner . mascara , lipgloss +
+ black , red , purple nailpolish +
+ new hangbagg & sling bagg +
[♥]` HAIR GROW LONGER, HAIR-EXTENSION
+ BE A BETTER PERSON +
[♥]` LEARN GUITAR! & DANCE.

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Thursday, June 12, 2008

USELESS , EMPTINESS , UNHAPPINESS D:

jillene ,
so sorry.
its not that i dont want to help you call shankkar up and talk to him.
i'm scared that i might screw up your whole relationship ,
i cant save mine,
i'm scared i might not save yours too.
sorrys , let priya talk to him ba.
i think it will be better.
i felt so useless , hopeless .
i know nothing goes into your mind now ,
but please cheer up.
seeing you like this ,
hurts me & i felt even more useless and hopeless that i could do nothing to cheer you. D:

girl ,
dont be scared,
even if he falls for another girl,
let go.
i know it'll be hard ,
i know you'll be very upset & hurt ,
but think ,
even if you got him back ,
bt his heart aint with you ,
both parties would suffer isnt it ?
he will be so tiring & xinku ,
because he's with someone that he doesnt like.
you will be so upset & hurt too ,
because though you got th guy you love ,
but his heart aint with you ,
girl ,
i know it'll be very very hard to let him go.
eight months of relationship ,
i can see you love him alot .
th rest of your friends too .
but no matter what ,
be like me ba .
remember ,
i told you i nearly go crazy that day ?
but i calm down and think ,
since he dont want to be with me again ,
why force ?
no happiness de ,
though we cant be lovers ,
being close & best friends isnt too bad either .
at least i still can talk to him & care for him as a friend .
girl ,
remember :
true love isnt about being together with th one you love .
true love is about seeing th one you love happy , you'll be happy for him too .
i know you'll be very miserable ,
i've heard you cry on phone for so many times ,
i've seen you cry in class and etc for so many times ,
but heed my advice ,
the more you bother him ,
the more he will avoid you .
if he really likes another girl ,
let him go ,
and wish him happiness from th bottom of your heart .
dont hate him , nor his friends .
learn to forgive and forget .
let bad memories follow th wind and to be blown away ,
and those good memories stay within your heart , never forgotten .
i know you love him alot alot ,
i can see & i can tell .
its him who dont know how to appreciate you .
i know you cherished him & loved him with all your heart .
he's the one who should be crying not you ,
for he let such a good girl slip away .
promise me you wouldnt waste your precious tears anymore ,
its not worth it for that guy who dont treasure you .
i know you did a couple keychain by yourself ,
and wanted to give him .
hush girl , no more crying le .
you still have your friends , & me .
you can call me anytime you want ,
girl ,
cheer up & be happy .
none of us wants to see you like this .
iloveyou just like how your other friends love you .




yesterday ,
sorry for being so moodless .
sighs ,
went tiong , peninsula , vivo , training .
tiong ; lunching with rayner , jueyu , joshua , ivan & hweeying .
peninsula ; bought white skinnies .
vivo ; rayner & jueyu go buy slippers , me & hweeying went training .
training ; priya & kym came to find me , passed me chocolates , barney balloon & letter . thanks alott . i'm so touched , & i cried after you guys left and after i read th note . D:
i was feeling very hungry ,
but when i finish eating ,
i feel like vomiting .
i was feeling very weak ,
i cant feel my legs ,
i dont seem to be walking but drifting .
i was feeling very xinku D:
my headache's killing me .
my stomach or dunno where is killing me too .
he asked me to tell my parents ,
i told le ,
none seems to care ,
whats th point ? D:
sighhhhhs ,
you used to be there to give me strength and hope .
now i'm left all alone ,
i miss you deeply , i seriously do .
i really hated myself for not cherishing you .
i despise myself for always attituding you & hurting you .
sighhhhs ,
失去了才来后悔 , 已经太迟了。。。
rayner cutie once told me this :
the greatest love it will be,
is that you both can overcome any problems ,
that comes and still be will .
cherish everything that you have ,
before its too late to say you're sorry for not cherishing ...
sighs ,
i neglected these words ,
and now i'm truly sorrys . D:
my life = regrets , emptyness , hopelessness , uselessness , dumbness .
me = hopeless , useless , regretful , dumb , sorry .
if only i could turn back time ,
i would want to return to 271207 ;
and start all over again ,
i will promise to be his best and ideal girlf ...
sighhhhhhs ,
but i have no superpowers to do that . D:
sighhhs ,



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