Friday, December 21, 2007
HAIS.
WELL.
MY MOTHER ASKED ME TO DRINK SOUP.
AFTER THAT I WASHED UP THE BOWLS.
WHILE WASHING.
II SAW A KNIFE?
THOSE USED FOR CUTTING VEGETABLES.
WELL,
THE ONLY THING THAT RACE THROUGH MY MIND,
WAS TO;
TAKE IT, & SLASH MYSELF.
COOL RIGHTS?
BUT ON SECOND THOUGHTS, NAHS.
IF I DID NOT DIED FROM BLOOD LOSS CUS OF THAT,
MY PARENTS WILL BE ASKING LOTS OF QUESTION, & PREVENT ME FROM USING THOSE FRAGILE OBJECTS THAT WILL BREAK WHEN DROP.
WHEEEES~
PENKNIFES ARE MY ADDICTS MANS.
GOSH,
I'M GETTING MORE & MORE EMO.
HAIS.
WHILE DRINKING SOUP WITH MY MOTHER,
THERE WAS A SUDDEN PAIN IN MY HEART.
JUST LIKE SOMEBODY IS SQUEEZING MY HEART.
KINDA SHORT OF BREATHS AT TIME?
MAYBE,
ITS JUST ME THINKING TOO MUCH.
BUT THAT KIND OF FEELING,
I HAVENT HAD IT SINCE MONTHS ALREADY.
LALAS~
II FEEL LIKE CRYING,
AT THAT TIME.
THAT MOMENT WHEN THAT HAPPEN.
BUT.
MY MOTHER WAS THERE.
HOW II WISH,
ONE DAY MY WHOLE FAMILY WILL GO FOR HOLIDAYS,
AND WONT BE BACK FOR WEEKS.
THOSE WEEKS,
JUST ME MYSELF, ALONE AT HOME.
DAMN SHIOK.
II CAN CRY FOR NOBODY CARES.
LALAS~
I'M BACK TO AN EMO GIRL'S LIFE.
SO DAMN EMO.
Labels: end this for me. hais., take me away from my pains. god
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